Sunday, May 3, 2009

Stuck?



Excited!!!

Okay, so I'm finishing up with exams and all, which is weird because I only just recently finally felt as though I was in school and not just going to class in between work and social activities. It was weird....but anyway, I'm almost done and I'm upset because while I was about to die from a work overload, I also was still very productive and I liked the feeling...but now that things have finally slowed done I'm like Blah...All I want to do is sit home and watch/research shows. I mean, I want my job to be somehow oriented around either the big screen, small screen, or at least just the printed page, so its good in a way that I am immersing myself as such. At the same time though, for some reason, I get so tired from working the lil bit that I am, that all I want to do is sit and somehow do nothing. I'm sure that once I get into the swing of summer it'll all be okay, I just feel as though I have all these ideas, whether they be with artistic things or books I want to read or whatever, that I can never seem to actually force myself to choose which thing to do. Right now, for example, I'm writing this as a sort of procrastination for reading my book (Break No Bones by Kathy Reichs -takes place here in Charleston), which in turn is a procrastination for going to sleep, something I really should do so I can get up early and have breakfast with my fiancé and his family before his mom drives back up to VA....bah! Something save me from the unending loop! Hopefully either getting my higher position at work or moving will knock me out of it.....le sigh :) Anyway, I'm out!

-cheers

BTW, Wolverine-enjoyable, but I wish for a revision/addition of depth/darkness to the story line. Perhaps I was just in a bad mood. I did have a horrible headache and it was late since it was the midnight showing...maybe that just distanced me from it all.

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